Friday, 25 February 2011

Starting my Day..

I'm listening to IU- 나만 몰랐던 이야기 (The story only I didn't know). I'm not her big fan (not her fan at all actually) but after listening to this song I'm so in love in it... the music, melody, rhythm, and everything good about this song.

The title captured me at the first sight. The story only I didn't know, kinda like me even most of the lyric is not really me but still the title and some of it reflect me. I live in the reality by not knowing myself. The girl living in me knows me better than I am. I listen to her sometime and she always right. I keep hurting  myself when I try to listen to listen to my real me. The real me really think about people around me. How do they be without me? Are they happy? Are they need me? Its all going around me... I'm practically trapped in my world.

I do have a dream like what my father wants me to be. Its just I think it in my own way. I know its hard and complicated for me who live in leisure and being a spoil baby.. But i think i need something to push me and make me feel how hard life is and help me appreciate it more.

Do you think its a waste to try something you really want and for all these years you only looking for it or him... We'll never know our destiny and where it lead to...

Here some part from my favourite poem, The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

"I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference."

Even though the end of my road is something i can sigh, but I know  I can't regret it because that the one I took. I will be regret to death if I never have a chance to try it.


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